being free
to do what you want
isn’t freedom
Author: Laura Lee Bonde
“Soul on a String”
sadness rises in my heart
as I watch them
watch them
driven by darkness
forced to look
not knowing they’re forced
craze in their eyes
HAVING to have more
yet never satisfied
porn lures you in
and leaves you hanging
thinking of what more to say
to GET the girl
what more to do
to lure her in
a game of cat and mouse
one always on the move
one always chasing
watching what “literally”
USED to turn me on
having no effect
a freedom
not only lived
but given away
I wonder who’ll want it
today
“Grading People”
if you want to know
where I’m at
listen to my heart
if you want to be
my friend
don’t correct my feelings
“Tuning In and Out”
some of the best advice
I’ve ever been given
has come from God
most the time I listen
sometimes I don’t
some of the worst advice
I’ve ever been given
has come from friends
sometimes I listen
most the time I don’t
“Advice”
one of the most powerful things
of me loving Scott
is when it happened
I didn’t turn to friends
for counsel
I immediately went to God
alone
and followed HIS direction
“Rewind”
here we go again
new year
new porn convention
same tears
sigh
“Jabs”
I wonder
how many words
were spoken
to the camel
before the straw
broke its back
Choices
In some cases, the struggle is real because people refuse to surrender.
Goodbyes
I used to think starting a business was the hardest thing I’d ever done, but now I know, it’s leaving my son.
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