some may shun her
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Month: January 2016
“Heaven”
a place where time
doesn’t exist
a place where it’s never
the last moment
a place that listens
plans and
releases
strength
hope
and love
having the power
to send darkness to hell
having the faith
to walk in victory
having the courage
to stand tall
and believe
in freedom
in joy
in love
so many choices
to make every day
so many moments
to be love
for God
for yourself
for others
torment may last
for a moment
but joy and peace
are forever more
Alternate Endings
December fourth, two thousand and sixteen…a day I’ll never forget.
It was a Friday, and I’d woken up from a bad dream. If I remember correctly, I woke up crying, and it turned out to be one of the most depressing mornings I’d had, and to top it all off, I felt a cold coming on.
You see, during that time, everything was so unsure: the business, my income, our groceries, etc., and the next day, I was scheduled to have a booth at the Rock and had some mixed emotions about THAT. Anyway, it was a tough morning, but I made it through by writing.
If you visit my website, you’ll find a calendar with daily writings. I believe the fourth was some of my darkest thoughts, but by the afternoon, I felt much better, and then, Katie came in.
She said, “Mom, I have something to tell you. I’m pregnant.” Continue reading
“Life Leads to Life”
January twenty-fifth
the date darkness
planned an abortion
and a suicide
the date heaven
witnessed a marriage
between ex’s
there’s always a way
to override darkness
and live a life of victory
through Jesus
love is a choice
to love God is a choice
to love others is a choice
to love yourself is a choice
in the blink of an eye
a mind can be changed
in either direction
so focus on the good
“Standing Still”
in Texas
I’d think about
San Diego time
in San Diego
I’m thinking about
Texas time
between two worlds
where time really flies
either forward or backward
in between old and new
in between before and after
in between then and now
it’s like reading a book
and saving your place
to go back to
From Never to Forever
The enemy comes to kill, steal, and destroy and, at different times, has reeked havoc in my family, but yesterday, some of his plans were abolished.
Twenty-two years ago, I served my ex-husband divorce papers and declared I’d never go back to him.
Over the years, we remained friends, and he never stopped loving me. I, on the other hand, continued down many different roads, and most of them were dark, and down every road, he remained my friend.
He never dated, never had a girlfriend, never “moved on.” Continue reading
“Windows”
some people say
only share the positive
I don’t agree
I share my heart
so when I cry
you cry
when I laugh
you laugh
as I go through life
you share my life
the lowest lows
the highest highs
you’ve see where I’ve been
and where I’ve let God lead me
by faith
by love
by passion
thank you for being
part of my life
past
present
and future
“Eye to Eye”
it’s one thing
to have someone
look at you through love
it’s another thing
to receive that love
through them looking at you
“Twenty Two”
it’s true
seconds turn into minutes
minutes turn into hours
hours turn into days
days turn into weeks
there’re a lot of seconds
in seventeen days
trust me
I’ve felt every one