Scott is an amazing man: after all I’ve done to him, after all I’ve put him through, after all I’ve said through actions, he still loves me!
God
Easiest Interview I Ever Had
Ever since the porn convention last weekend in Los Angeles, I KNEW writings would pour out of my heart at different times. One of those times was yesterday, but as I was talking about it with Lee through tears, I was unable to express my heart through writing, until now. Continue reading
“Creating a Home”
some people
choose
to live in hell
on earth
some think
that God
should be
nicer
allowing more
grotesque things
to satisfy
souls
yet only the soul
who chooses hell
would be
satisfied
“Bulldozer”
if they only knew
the road ahead
maybe
they’d think twice
if they only knew
the obstacles waiting
they’d exercise more
spiritually
the road I’ve traveled
involved
removing debris
to make a way
but maybe that’s just it
pioneering
through it all
so others can walk
I have so much freedom
to teach
and so many readers
who listen
I can’t imagine
what the spoken words
will do
guess we’ll find out
in Texas
“Tuning In and Out”
some of the best advice
I’ve ever been given
has come from God
most the time I listen
sometimes I don’t
some of the worst advice
I’ve ever been given
has come from friends
sometimes I listen
most the time I don’t
“Advice”
one of the most powerful things
of me loving Scott
is when it happened
I didn’t turn to friends
for counsel
I immediately went to God
alone
and followed HIS direction
Relationship
I’m not one to “force” my God upon you, but if you want my FREEDOM, you’ll have to listen.
“No Pressures”
there’s so much
who’s-who
in San Diego Continue reading
“A Love Meant for Me”
Scott
a man
who lost his first love
always knew where I was
but never had my love
in return Continue reading
