no one sees
the closeness of You
in me
in You
complete
behind closed doors
as You Father me
in You
in me
complete
my heart cries out
Your Love pours in
and changes thoughts
to let go of sin
life of freedom
freedom of life
in You
through me
complete
my whole walk through the bible
I’ve considered God
wiping-my-tears
but if He looks at my heart
is He focused on my face
I believe the tears He wipes
are from my heart
because at times
I’m fine on the outside
and my inside’s distraught
when my heart cries out
God grabs His bottle
collects tears from my heart
and nurtures it to wholeness
perfect Love
perfect God
sometimes I feel
as if I’ve started too late
what prize have I become
at this age
sometimes I feel
as if I’m failing to sell flags
because of struggle
at this age
sometimes I feel
as if my house
will always be messy
at this age
and then I remind myself
“feelings aren’t truth”
God, Who cannot lie
reminds me to stay
young in faith
wise in decisions
holy in living
He doesn’t see my age
He doesn’t see past sin
He doesn’t see my house
He looks at my heart
and likes what He sees
I’m not afraid to press through
I’m not afraid to move forward
I’m not afraid to grow up in His heart
I’m not afraid to become love
feelings aren’t sin
actions have potential to be
although I “feel” at times
I’m the only one missing out
on the freedom inside of me
living through feelings
is NOT Kingdom Living
living through Truth
IS
God is my Justifier
Who passed over my sin
to make me righteous
Jesus is my Deliverer
Who through my faith
caused darkness to cease
Holy Spirit is my Teacher
Who replaced every lie
with His marvelous truth
The other night, I was in the Worship Room in El Cajon and was totally wrecked by God’s Truth in my heart. This room is meant for soaking, not for dancing, not for talking…for soaking, so that’s what I did, and it didn’t take long for the intimacy of God to be magnified inside of me. Continue reading
Very rarely do I write without knowing how to begin, but this morning, that’s what I’m going through…with tears in my eyes. In my time with God, He spoke to me about the hearts of men. How precious those hearts are!
In JC’s Girls, which is a ministry that reaches out to women in the adult entertainment industry, some of our largest donations have come from men, and the ones I’ve received eye-to-eye, I’ve seen a veil of guilt and shame over their eyes, which has tugged on my heart. Continue reading
I cannot even contain
the passion in my heart for God
I want to tell all of earth
what He’s done in me Continue reading
to sit in Your Presence
to know that You’re there
that every breath I take in
is You in the air Continue reading
what love can do…indescribable
what friendship can mend…unfathomable
what hope releases…overwhelming
what we can do…impossible
what we become…love
Worship Flags and Infinity Scarfs 