Seeing without vision
Hearing without sound Continue reading
Seeing without vision
Hearing without sound Continue reading
In the eyes of a mother…
pain is seen
life has been lived
beauty if hoped for
In the eyes of a mother…
correction is made
guidance is given
protection is felt
In the eyes of a mother… Continue reading
As most of you know, Nathan turned twelve on Friday. In celebrating his birth, I celebrated a personal freedom that I had never experienced before. Let me explain.
When I was twelve, something happened that changed the course of my life forever: I had sex. Emotionally, I wasn’t ready. Physically, I wasn’t ready. Spiritually, I wasn’t ready, but it happened, and that experience took me on a journey of confusion, and every so often, I’ve been reminded of it. Continue reading
Because of my past
people “expect” me to be broken
Because of my past
people tend to want to “fix” me
Because of my past
people “wait” for me to fall Continue reading
Guess who spent the weekend with us?
Lee.
Last week, God put it on my heart to invite Lee over to relax, to feel normal, to be involved in family life…to just “be,” so on Saturday, after Nathan and Kyle’s flag football game, I drove to Balboa Park to pick him up. I was to meet him at our usual spot, where we hang out during lunch times, and when I drove up, he was sitting there waiting, already showered.
It was very important for Lee to shower BEFORE he met the kids. He said, “You never get a second chance to make a first impression.” Continue reading
exploding from darkness
drenched in Light
leaving footprints
for others to follow
As a mother…
Learning to love
not loving to learn
a broken past
children crushed by my life
raised in darkness
but now live in Light
As a daughter… Continue reading
kneeling
in shame
afraid to look up
kneeling
in sorrow
not knowing how to live
kneeling
to teach
face to face – eye to eye
kneeling
to listen
to the small voice that cries
kneeling
in awe
of being loved by Him
kneeling
in Reverence
of Who He is: I AM
broken
like the wind
not knowing where to blow
hiding
in the stillness
or the shadows
darkness Continue reading