so
my steps led me Here
HERE
here
a life
not to be measured
by the world
yet
how could having nothing
feel like everything
and having everything
feel like nothing
starting over again
with everything
integrity
beauty
legacy
and having nothing
money
things
career
comparison destroys
hope
vision
accomplishment
having beautiful kids
a loving heart
a good good Father
and faith
will carry me through
each new step
I’ve had immense trouble writing. 😦
I’ve done a few poems and such but haven’t posted them here, but I will.
Writing has helped me through the toughest of times.
Now, I’m forced to change.
I’m not sure what “force” is doing the pushing though…doesn’t feel like God.
But, I’ve been wrong before.
[written 10/14/16]
(funniest title EVER!! I’m dying laughing!!! most of the time, my titles come from God, but I’m not sure about THIS one…as they say in AA: keep coming back!)
I’ve never felt so far behind
in revealing my heart
so much I want to tell you
so much I have to hide
as I catch up with you
I’ll be writing A LOT
but then there’ll be days
of silence
where I’ll ponder what’s in front of me
and examine what’s been behind
nowhere to go
but inside
where God waits to be released
David
anointed as king
but waiting to step into
his calling
all the while
expressing his heart
for all to see
through every psalm
through every dance
I feel his anointing
on me
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