Well
I had a pretty intense
falling apart moment
one that made everything
seem wrong
I’m scared
I’m unsure
I feel lost
yet I know where I’m going
I feel like I wanna cry
on God’s lap
but “feel” Him holding me
you know how a toddler
will drop to the floor
with that dead-weight
because they don’t wanna move?
that’s how I feel
yet God keeps me
light as a feather
so I can’t stop moving forward
On March 11th, I’ll have a lumpectomy.
He’ll take out the tumor and a few lymph nodes to have tested.
Immediately, I start radiation.
If results come back positive for the lymph nodes, I’ll need chemo.
He’s trying to save my boob.
He put me on Vitamin E and Evening Oil of Primrose.
No coffee, tea, soda, energy drinks, or chocolate.
all of a sudden
my looks don’t matter
my teeth don’t matter
sex doesn’t matter
all of a sudden
“i” matter
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