As I sit here with God, I began to write about something “I” wanted to write about (knowing that God wanted me to write about something totally different). I managed to get a title out and one sentence. It was so forced. I KNEW God wanted me to reveal my heart, but I didn’t want to listen. Needless to say, after that ONE sentence, I realized I wasn’t going to get anywhere, so I deleted it and am now writing about what God told me to. Continue reading
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“Resurrection”
alcoholism
meth until my teeth fell out
in chunks
selling my body
giving it away for free
not loving my kids well
not loving me Continue reading
“Blanket of Light”
every once in awhile
I get caught in the shadow of time
and listen to lies of who I am
of what will be Continue reading
“Stuck”
bound to the past
denying the present
refusing the future
but wanting help
“New Days”
not knowing where you’re going
but excited to get there Continue reading
“From MY View” (from God to you)
omfortif you don’t know Me
I want to be in your heart
if you do know me
I’m already there Continue reading
“Aftermath”
sin forgotten
a life transformed
a past unknown to God
a call to righteousness
a future lain out to step into Continue reading
“Indeed I Know”
without a doubt – I am free
without a doubt – You love me
without a doubt – I’ve found life
inside of You
without a doubt – I am love
without a doubt – I believe
without a doubt – who I am
inside of You Continue reading
The Direction of the Road
Most of you know that my oldest son graduated yesterday. This will be written through many tears because I’m already crying. I wish you KNEW all of me, so you could KNOW how all of this affects me, but I know I won’t give you “everything” on this one because so much of it is too personal, too private, too…meant for heaven only, but I will share with you a glimpse of the gratitude of my heart. Continue reading
Worship Flags and Infinity Scarfs 