one of my callings
will be writing
a book
about marriage
but if I wrote it
right now
it’d be about NOT
getting married
married life
“Missed Emotion”
I’m somewhere inside
I can feel it
but I’m still somewhere inside
watching life happen
without living it
no longer a prison
yet a mist
haven’t found my way out
not yet
sometimes wanting
to be alone
sometimes
wanting to scream
sometimes
holding back tears
always looking
for laughter
a reason to laugh
that’s all I need
I wonder if God’ll tell jokes
“Landing”
almost
every
rose bush
has
thorns
Mostly Frustration
Moving and packing brings out a lot of emojis.
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“Texas”
have you ever
been somewhere
but KNEW
you were “supposed”
to be somewhere
else
so your
whole motivation
for living
was to get
somewhere else
where you were
supposed to be?
welcome to San Diego
“Standing Still”
in Texas
I’d think about
San Diego time
in San Diego
I’m thinking about
Texas time
between two worlds
where time really flies
either forward or backward
in between old and new
in between before and after
in between then and now
it’s like reading a book
and saving your place
to go back to
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