Meditation

About me

| Laura Lee Bonde

This website is no longer accurate. It tells of a woman who used to live in California. When I moved to Texas, I began to change, and I’m still changing.

The business I created was one that was founded on God. I have since walked away from Him. I live my life differently now. I still want to make flags, but they won’t be as holy as everyone thinks.

Today, they’d be more like dancing flags or meditation flags. I’m not so sure about worship flags. Maybe for you, they will be.

Starting next year, I intend to get back to sewing…back to creating, but for now, I seem to be doing a lot of homework still.

On December 15, I will graduate with a master’s degree in social work, and I am VERY excited about that!!!

I Met My Spirit Animal

| Laura Lee Bonde

Yesterday, I met my spirit animal.

This isn’t a post to explain what that means because I don’t fully understand myself. All I know is what I experienced.

Last night, I was guided through a meditation, and in my vision, a wolf came to me, meaning my spirit animal is a wolf, but the meaning of the vision was what reallly floored me, but before I tell you about the vision, let me tell you what I entered in with. Continue reading →

“Anchored”

| Laura Lee Bonde

[written at 6:39pm on 1/24/17]

deep inside
I know who I am

how am I to let you in
when I want out?

who I appear to be
rages around me
but deep down
below the storm
I am anchored

but there is a way
to quiet the storm
and let my Light
shine through
while I’m anchored

“And you He made Alive”

| Laura Lee Bonde

first part of a Scripture
and I can’t get past it
only few words
yet endless meaning

And you
He made
Alive

Alive
Alive to live not exist
Alive to experience not isolate
Alive to every moment not asleep
Alive to every thought not weak
Alive to discover not ignore
Alive

so live
to experience
every moment
take thoughts captive
and discover who
you’re living to be

it seems every thing in life
has a switch
it’s up to you to turn it
on or off

Meditating Day And Night

| Laura Lee Bonde

Some read by candlelight; I read by Christmas light.

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Yesyerday, I listened to Curry Blake teach about meditation and practiced it in my life last night. It something I used to do but pulled away from, since being in Texas, and that’s reading my bible at night.

Over the past couple months, I’ve been reading Narnia books at bedtime…almost trying to escape. Well, this teaching talked about being in the word morning AND night, so I started back up last night.

And wouldn’t you know it: I didn’t have a bad dream! (I’ve had quite a few bad dreams.)

There were other pointers, too, like thanking God for one minute seven times a day and being mindful of who you listen to because words are recorded in your brain.

This morning, I’ve been reading by Christmas light and feel stronger already. He’s building me up for something…maybe Katie leaving…maybe my husband not changing, but regardless, I’m stronger!

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