“Relation Ship”

my prayer covering’s Heaven
and anyone else who’d like to join

my view is Heaven
in everything I see

my war room’s inside
everywhere I choose to go

my covenant’s with Him
in everything I do

I don’t ask Him what to wear
I don’t ask Him what to eat

Our minds work as one
I think through Him
He thinks through me

sailing through time
as though seconds don’t exist

“Drowning”

I’m in this place
with no windows
tears filling the room
like rain

having friends
yet no one to talk to
having vision
yet not all the rent

how could I ask anyone
to understand
when I myself
don’t understand

every tear
leading to a thought
every thought
leading to a tear

feeling like a failure
again
feeling unattractive
again

feeling

again

without
a friend
to listen

finding myself
alone

with the only One
Who cares
the only One
Who listens
the only One
Who never judges

another day
where hiding seems to be
the only option

Falling into Vision

Yesterday morning, I went to a business workshop that changed the rest of my life. When I started talking about starting a business, quite a few people suggested looking into starting a non profit, and because so many people had that idea, I sought it out to see if it was from God.

In searching His heart for my life, I realized I was to start a business. On the night I decided that, He told me, “Write out your vision, and then, I’ll give you Mine.” I never did my part: writing it out, but yesterday, I believe He did His part. Continue reading