I’m in this place
with no windows
tears filling the room
like rain
having friends
yet no one to talk to
having vision
yet not all the rent
how could I ask anyone
to understand
when I myself
don’t understand
every tear
leading to a thought
every thought
leading to a tear
feeling like a failure
again
feeling unattractive
again
feeling
again
without
a friend
to listen
finding myself
alone
with the only One
Who cares
the only One
Who listens
the only One
Who never judges
another day
where hiding seems to be
the only option
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If you are in Him, you are not hiding. He may be preparing you for something coming up. He may think you need some rest and relaxation. Be still and know that He is GOD. If you listen, you will know what to do.
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Funny you say that. All day, I’ve been feeling intensely, but I don’t feel like it’s darkness at all…almost like I’m “supposed” to be feeling. It’s weird, calming, and exhausting.
Did you have a nice birthday?
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Yes, thank you. Small and quiet. Went out for dinner with my mother at a new restaurant in town.
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Yes, I did. A small quiet dinner with my mother. I enjoyed it.
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