I don’t want to go to Texas and “find” a church
I want what I have inside Continue reading
Month: February 2016
“Hidden Wide Open”
the voice of my tears
ready to fight
wanting to cower
one after another
rolling down my cheeks
making a mess on my face
no one knows
others have left
just me
been there
done that
reminded again
I’m stronger than I think
but sometimes think past my strength
and become weakened
more tears
I wish I could hide this poem
but my heart won’t let me
I wish I could run to Texas
but my place is here and now
to prepare for the convention
and BE love for every encounter
“Flashbacks from Hell”
the porn convention
really?
I’ve been there
done that
no
I’ve really BEEN there
DONE that Continue reading
“Battle Scars”
in the moment of battle
you may think ‘never again’
but that’s only the sound
of darkness
wanting you to cower
wanting you to hide
but it’s never about YOU
it’s about stopping Heaven
from invading earth
One More Dance
It’s funny: last year, after the porn convention, I doubted I’d ever go back, yet when they called me, asking if we’d come back, I didn’t even hesitate because THAT’s what God does!
Two things… Continue reading
“No One Else”
just me
little makeup
no heels
just me
different weight
different beauty
just me
as I am
and will be
just me
closed mind
open heart
just me
out of darkness
into light
just me
being light
in the dark
just me
becoming love
inside of Him
just me
my unique
to change the world
“Costume Party”
some people control
some people pretend
some people manipulate
and some of those
are “friends”
“Pupils”
I saw God tonight
in the eyes of two women
who burn with fire
in flames of prayer
who stop and go
at the sound of God’s voice
who give without asking
because of Who asked
who gave selflessly
in love
who gave selflessly
FOR Love
in the eyes of two women
I saw God tonight
“Hand in Hand”
to be known
a girl’s dream
that God makes come true Continue reading
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