the further I got away from writing
the louder doubt became that I’m even able to write
is there anything in my heart that needs hearing?
is it just another voice to drown out what’s real?
doubt has a cunning way of forming questions
and answers
but the secret in coming against it
is to have faith
because THAT will get you past all fear
Month: August 2017
“War Games”
you can feel whole alone
but as soon as you enter relationship
you’ll find there’re some things you “need”
from the other person
it seems to be
the way God created it to work
if you’ve spent a lot of time alone
it may be hard to identify
if you’re full of pride
it may be very hard to accept
but it’s a give and take
not a tug of war
“Testing the Waters”
I’m back
although people may not’ve noticed me
gone
but I’m back
I think
in a way I shut down
being open about my life
because of advice
because of fear
because of betrayal
but one thing’s for certain
I feel “called” to write
publicly
so when I don’t
I feel out of balance
you’ve missed birthdays
and deaths
trials
and triumphs
so as I stand up strong
with my core intact
I’ll let every word
flow
from my heart and mind
I’m no longer
afraid
to be me
if you don’t want me
to write about you
don’t hurt me
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