Ever since the porn convention last weekend in Los Angeles, I KNEW writings would pour out of my heart at different times. One of those times was yesterday, but as I was talking about it with Lee through tears, I was unable to express my heart through writing, until now. Continue reading
Author: Laura Lee Bonde
“Closed Book”
what happens
when help turns away
what happens
when the blind fall
and those with vision
walk by
what happens
when the mute show pain
and the physicians
close their eyes
what happens
when the deaf need answers
and the ones who know
refuse to write
a hurting world
“Silhouette”
hidden inside
with no way out
wanting to speak
with no voice
remembering what was
not happy with now
what will be?
groaning
for change
crying
for direction
waiting
for motivation
what will be?
“Creating a Home”
some people
choose
to live in hell
on earth
some think
that God
should be
nicer
allowing more
grotesque things
to satisfy
souls
yet only the soul
who chooses hell
would be
satisfied
“Howling”
I
get
tired
of
being
bit
by
wolves
in
the
church
“Bulldozer”
if they only knew
the road ahead
maybe
they’d think twice
if they only knew
the obstacles waiting
they’d exercise more
spiritually
the road I’ve traveled
involved
removing debris
to make a way
but maybe that’s just it
pioneering
through it all
so others can walk
I have so much freedom
to teach
and so many readers
who listen
I can’t imagine
what the spoken words
will do
guess we’ll find out
in Texas
Sowing Seeds at the Porn Convention
How do you put into words what went on at the porn convention? You can’t. How do you understand through a picture? You can’t, so if you really want to know about this weekend, ask God to explain what you read and see.

Through each one of us on the team, so much went on, but to explain it’d be a challenge because, sometimes, it’s hard to put the heart into words, but from time to time, I’ll attempt to show you parts of mine. Continue reading
The Sound of Music
Over the weekend, some friends of mine and I went to the porn convention in Los Angeles to love on people. Many of you know how I used to be in the adult entertainment industry. Now, I go back in the dark as a light, in case anyone wants to see. My writings (some I’ve already posted) will be reflecting this convention.
What we thought was going to be a small convention “grew” in size. The hall IS smaller, but the audience is many. Continue reading
Living Color
Darkness has many shades.
I also like, “There are many shades of darkness.”
