
“May Be”


when I close my eyes
beauty comes easy
from God’s heart through
mine
but when I open my eyes
I see my son leaving
and part of that beauty
fades
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my pursuit of beauty
has been
Beauty pursuing me
as He wants to show me
He speaks
and my heart responds
with the pursuit
of nature
of sunsets
of sunrises
stopping at nothing
except opposition
growing in a way
where opposition
no longer stops me

Ever since the porn convention last weekend in Los Angeles, I KNEW writings would pour out of my heart at different times. One of those times was yesterday, but as I was talking about it with Lee through tears, I was unable to express my heart through writing, until now. Continue reading
just me
little makeup
no heels
just me
different weight
different beauty
just me
as I am
and will be
just me
closed mind
open heart
just me
out of darkness
into light
just me
being light
in the dark
just me
becoming love
inside of Him
just me
my unique
to change the world
This was inspired by “Nothing to Talk About” Continue reading
when I think about it
I’m in awe
if only you knew
how many times I said “never”
if only you knew
how I walked the other way
if only you knew
how long he waited
how long he hoped
if only…
you’d understand wholly
what beauty exists
in our love