You know, over the past year, I’ve never agreed with the knowledge that I’m an “alien” here on earth because I feel very much at home.
God is my home, and He lives inside me, so everywhere I go, I’m at home. It’s just the way I think, feel, know, believe, etc.
Last night, Henry Haney started singing “I am home.” I loved it because I “am” at home every moment of every day because God will never leave me.
family
“Running Laps”
If you know me, you know I love my kids very much, and every once in a while, I share stuff with you about them. Well, it’s that time again.
On Wednesday evening, I stopped by to pick up my twelve year old from flag football practice, which my twenty four year old coaches. It was the end of practice, and Nathan was goofing off on the field with a couple friends, while Kyle was nearby watching, sitting on a wall. As I approached Kyle, I overheard some parents talking, and as I listened, I grinned. Continue reading
“The Coach”
on the sidelines
making decisions
calling plays
making moments count Continue reading
Laces Out
Yesterday, Kyle was coaching a tackle football game and wanted me to be there. You know what’s neat? He wants me to be at ALL of them. This isn’t even something Nathan’s in. It’s Kyle coaching the offense, and I’m honored to be asked and pleased to be there for him, and at yesterday’s game, I walked away with more than one treasure. Continue reading
“Without a Face”
believing that there “has” to be more
withdrawing from the kids to hide the tears Continue reading
“Prison”
having a voice
not wanting to talk Continue reading
A Day without Mood Swings

Yesterday was a blast!! I spent the day with my daughters at Magic Mountain, and I don’t think we’ve ever bonded so well before, and the funny thing was a bunch of things went wrong, which would usually trigger frustration, irritation, arguments, etc., but even though things went wrong in the natural, nothing disrupted us in the spiritual.
Amongst the things that went wrong…
my free tickets were for a Six Flags in Vallejo, so the tickets were not accepted (we had to buy them);
both my sandals (with six straps each) flew off on the second ride we went on (X2), so I walked away barefooted;
we didn’t get on our first ride until 1:20 pm (and the park closed at 6:00 pm);
etc.,
and that ‘etc’ contained a long list of mishaps, but nothing changed our moods, which was a first for us. In the past, when we’ve been together, if something went wrong, one of us would get grumpy, which would set off another one’s mood and so on, but yesterday, none of our moods changed. It was so peaceful!
The only way I can explain our wonderful experience in the midst of confusion is that, deep within, we each knew there was a much bigger picture, and with Katie having moved out, we each appreciated our time together much more.
From the moment we all got together, the giggling and laughter began. It was so good, so needed, so wanted. It just was a wonderful way to put a lot of things into perspective.
As I live through life, God’s word just makes more and more sense. He really IS amazing! Oh, and as soon as we are able to afford it, we’re going to see “War Room;” Carolyn and I’ve seen it, but Katie hasn’t. I’m super excited to bond with my girls with that movie.
If you have anyone in your life who’s walked away from God, don’t worry; they’ll be back! Trust me; I know!
“There’s Always More”
there’s more to life
than sitting in church
standing still to sing
glancing at the time
hoping it would fly by
faster
there’s more to life
than sex Continue reading
Hemmed In
Yesterday, as I was making flags, God was speaking to me about the silk of the thread being woven into the material around the weight, and He was relating it with Christ to the church and the husband in the home. I’m not even sure how this will all flow because it doesn’t feel very complete in my head, but God’s telling me to write about it, so we’ll see what happens. Continue reading
