sometimes people wonder
why I go up front with my flags
there’s something about FEELING the music
not just hearing it Continue reading
freedom
“Creating a Nation”
fear
it runs a muck in Paris right now
in so many hearts
in so many families
people locked inside
a country locked inside Continue reading
For the One-on-One
For the most part, since the beginning of the year, only a handful of women have come to JC’s Girls (and not all at one time). There’ve been many times when no one’s showed up at all, and that’s okay.
The ministry wasn’t started for a group that already existed. No, the ministry was started for women to have a place to go for prayer support and for the teaching of freedom.
Last night, I didn’t expect anyone to show up but wanted to be there in case anyone did, and wouldn’t you know it…someone showed up. Continue reading
Laura’s Lanes
The other day, I was coming from Santee and knew the freeways were jammed, so I decided to take the streets, and, in doing so, passed by some memory lanes.
You know, some people suggest to never visit your past, but I tell you what: I’ve found victory in it.
As I was going down a road in El Cajon, I drove by a storage place. My friend and her boyfriend used to live in one of the spaces. I remembered it well: it’s where we used drugs, bought drugs, etc. That was back in my dancing days.
This is where people may say, “That’s not you. You’re a new creation. Don’t even mention it!” I disagree. Continue reading
“With a Bow”
I feel like no one will ever want me
I’m too open
too honest
too strong
I know freedom
so I expect freedom
from others
men want something new Continue reading
In, Not Of
Yesterday, God gave me something to write about, but I didn’t want to write it, so I didn’t. What do you know: He gave me the EXACT same thing to write about today! I have a feeling, if I don’t write about it, I’ll be asked to tomorrow, and the next day, and the day after that, until I write, so here we go.
This post will be like tequila: you’ll either love it or hate it, and frankly, I’m not looking forward to the results. Continue reading
Neener Neener
If you’re relationship with God isn’t something you hold onto and say, “Mine’s better than yours,” than you should go deeper with God. I love my relationship with Him and wouldn’t trade it with anyone else’s!!!
“Splashing”
you ever have those moments
where you can’t stop crying
but it’s not bad
it’s intimate
each tear drop
leaves a stream
for others to follow
something was unlocked yesterday
I’ve felt it all day
people need to hear
people need to know
people need streams to follow
to freedom
“Godly Desire”
there’s a part of me
that wants a husband
that’s not meant to be filled Continue reading
