Ever since the porn convention last weekend in Los Angeles, I KNEW writings would pour out of my heart at different times. One of those times was yesterday, but as I was talking about it with Lee through tears, I was unable to express my heart through writing, until now. Continue reading
prostitution
“My Life in a Poem”
being born and raised
not knowing God
finding love through sex
having sex to find love
a mind twisted
but still functioning Continue reading
“HEADS or Tails”
having one mind
the mind of Christ
mysteries revealed
never hidden
knowing Him
to such a degree
of living WITH Him
eternally
never wanting
never needing
darkness
to survive
having been
on the other side
I can tell you
Light prevails
no more waking
unknowing
no more passing out
to sleep
no more selling
what was His
no more lying
to get it right
flip the coin
until it lands on Him
and choose to live
on the other side
“Motel 6”
passing the motel
is she in there
trapped in a body
under a body
making money
that won’t fill her up Continue reading
“So Close, yet So Far”
is there a way to have God
and not walk with Him Continue reading
The Clean Inside
For the past week, I’ve been cleaning a lot and, while doing so, have had some really cool conversations with God, and the whole time, there’s been a part of me that’s asked Him, “What was fixed?”, and I believe He’s been showing me.
First of all, let me give you a little background about my cleaning: Continue reading
Corking a Geyser
Last night, I almost believed the enemy and had planned never to write again. Why I even entertained him disturbs me, but I did and even set my alarm, so it’d be too late for me to write this morning. My plan failed because God woke me up an hour before my alarm and told me to write, so here I am. Continue reading
“Standing Regardless”
thrown to be stoned
eyes on the dirt
face wet from tears
hair stuck to it
men accusing from behind
maybe inside of her head Continue reading
“Finding a Name”
there are times I remember
names from the past
and times that I don’t
so I pray in general
but I always wonder Continue reading