Sometimes, I don’t understand how to fit in or if I want to. Sometimes, it feels like people make life seem harder than it needs to be. Sometimes, my parenting is questioned, so I question my parenting. Whatever the thoughts may be, I always remember to look at them through God’s eyes and only ponder thoughts that are in line with heaven. Continue reading
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A Cry for Help
Today is August 31st. I’m hoping to pay rent by September 5th, so I’m asking for PREPAID orders to come pouring in.
Here’s a video of some different style flags I make and dance with:
*Ideally, I need to bring in money for 8 SETS of regular flags this week.*
If you’d like to order, please contact me.
Kid size $40/$60 single/matching set
Reg 5mm $50/$80
Reg 8mm $60/$100
Large $80/$140
Jumbo $100/$180
Butterfly $70/$140
Contact to order:
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Facebook message Laura Lee Bonde
Email laura82405@yahoo.com
Phone/text 619-341-3893
“Glory Inside”
a quiet moment in the heart
a response to a song
the moment of intimacy
inside
where a song meets the heart
in a kiss from Above
and the joy indescribable
through emotion Continue reading
My Wedding
Okay, this isN’T a cry for a husband.
As I’m making flags, I thought about my wedding. Some things will be very different. Continue reading
“Impressions”
footprints
everywhere you go
you leave them
everywhere you go
HE goes
Jesus Continue reading
A Dance in Glory
Many times, I’m told that people were drawn to look at me while I was dancing with flags, but as soon as they caught themselves, they apologized to God and looked away, but I’m not totally convinced that watching people worship’s a bad thing. Countless times, I’ve found myself watching others worship because of they way they were worshiping; it had drawn me deeper into the heart of God.

Last night, I had an amazing time dancing with God during worship. Youknow, the phrase for my business is “worship flags that release God’s glory.” That phrase was written for a reason, and I believe people are drawn the glory I’m dancing in, not necessarily me.
I picture it this way: everything God’s done in me and through me pours into my dance, and it gives Him glory, which He gives right back to me. I think THAT’s what people see. Although, I could be wrong. I’ve just heard many people have repented for watching me during worship, and I’m not sure they need to.
Ointment of Fear
You know, some days are for reaching out to others, but every once in awhile, I feel God reaching in to me, and yesterday was one of those days.
In mid-morning, I was reminded about a feeling I had the previous day while on outreach, a feeling of longing for a husband. As I was reminded of the feeling, I experienced it all over again, so I decided to ignore it and wash dishes. It didn’t work. Continue reading
“Whispers”
sometimes I wonder
do they see me
or do they see my past
do they guard their men
because of who I was
I mean
really
do they know I’m pure
or assume
I will never be silent
or hold back my laughter
I will never run
because of what they think
Truth made me free
Truth breathes through my life
Truth will always stand
Truth lives inside of me
Healing Truth
As many of you know, yesterday was Katie’s birthday, and I was broke, but I “knew” money wasn’t important in celebrating her, so I had no doubts we would all have fun together, and I had been looking forward to giving her a very special card.
Back in March, I had found this beautiful card with all these red tulips surrounding a beautiful white one. Tulips are my very favorite flower, so this card caught my eye, and having the white tulip amidst the red ones was the picture of me standing in the blood of Jesus, purified, redeemed, restored, so I bought the card to use for my own.
Shortly after, I was scheduled to dance at Beach Chapel for Easter. All my kids went, and I was so excited to dance with God in their presence (for the very first time). After the service, I was going to write about the awe of it all in my special tulip card to remember forever. Well, after the service, all of that changed. Continue reading
