being born and raised
not knowing God
finding love through sex
having sex to find love
a mind twisted
but still functioning Continue reading
drugs
“HEADS or Tails”
having one mind
the mind of Christ
mysteries revealed
never hidden
knowing Him
to such a degree
of living WITH Him
eternally
never wanting
never needing
darkness
to survive
having been
on the other side
I can tell you
Light prevails
no more waking
unknowing
no more passing out
to sleep
no more selling
what was His
no more lying
to get it right
flip the coin
until it lands on Him
and choose to live
on the other side
“Mirror of Hope”
it’s so tempting to look back
and regret the years I’ve lost
the time I spent
drinking
using
neglecting
selling
giving
almost everything away
to darkness Continue reading
“Fences”
young kids growing up
in pain
not being loved
not feeling loved
not knowing love
finding church hoping Continue reading
“Money”
not much time needs to be spent in my heart
until I think of dancers
prostitutes
women
until I think about God’s treasures
waiting to be found Continue reading
“Resurrection”
alcoholism
meth until my teeth fell out
in chunks
selling my body
giving it away for free
not loving my kids well
not loving me Continue reading
“So Close, yet So Far”
is there a way to have God
and not walk with Him Continue reading
The Clean Inside
For the past week, I’ve been cleaning a lot and, while doing so, have had some really cool conversations with God, and the whole time, there’s been a part of me that’s asked Him, “What was fixed?”, and I believe He’s been showing me.
First of all, let me give you a little background about my cleaning: Continue reading
I’M TEN YEARS SOBER TODAY!!!
Over twenty years ago, a friend of mine tried to speak to me through a movie, but I couldn’t hear him. He took me to go see “When a Man Loves a Woman.” I assumed it was because this friend loved me. The movie was about a woman with a drinking problem. After the movie, we went to the liquor store to buy me a bottle of Tequila. I had no idea what he was trying to say, until years later. Continue reading
Worship Flags and Infinity Scarfs 