Yesterday, for some reason, I began to think of the time when I began to “really” walk with God: with spirit, soul, AND body. Before, I’d worshiped God with spirit and soul…no problem, but to give Him my body seemed nearly impossible, until two thousand and nine. Continue reading
tears
“Edifying”
when there’s a place in the heart
that can’t seem to speak
it helps to read through others
it releases their pain
back to hell
healing takes place
heaven invades
through written words
a silenced heart
drowning in tears Continue reading
“Dripping Heart”
my whole walk through the bible
I’ve considered God
wiping-my-tears
but if He looks at my heart
is He focused on my face
I believe the tears He wipes
are from my heart
because at times
I’m fine on the outside
and my inside’s distraught
when my heart cries out
God grabs His bottle
collects tears from my heart
and nurtures it to wholeness
perfect Love
perfect God
“Michael”
an arrow
a direction
a calling from God
when no one seemed to care
God knew Continue reading
Wanting to be Seen
Yesterday afternoon, I met up with some friends to pray for people downtown. We started from in front of Horton Plaza and followed where the Spirit led us. There were so many amazing stories of what God was doing, but as we were praying for one young man, God told me to write about him.
As we were walking along, one from our group stopped to talk to a man leaning against the wall. I’m not sure if anyone in our group wants to be named, so I’ll leave their names out, but after talking to this young man named Michael, I KNEW God wanted me to write about him, so I asked for his permission, and he said, “Yes.”
[Michael, if you’re reading this, I love you; we all love you; you’re an amazing young man; you’re not just an acquaintance; you’re our friend, so keep in touch; God has amazing plans for you!!] Continue reading
Two Halves Make a Whole
Every once in awhile, I experience a loneliness that HAS to be felt, and last night was one of those nights.
When it’s time to dye flags, the whole process is pretty taxing physically and spiritually, for me anyways, so by the end of the night, I was exhausted, and it’s at that moment of exhaustion when I find I miss a husband the most.
All I picture is sitting down and resting with him, whoever “that” is, but at the same time, I feel super close with God, so I’m never sure how to react, so I just react. Continue reading
“Tantrum”
I have everything I need
everything I want
yet I’m sitting on the floor
crying
how long will it be
just You and me, God
how long will You provide
through me alone
sometimes
I get tired of being alone Continue reading
Bus Ride with God
This morning, I went out to the fair to dance with my flags and went home shortly after. I’m thoroughly convinced that God will use everyone right where they’re at: He was moving through people in worship; He was moving through people who were praying afterward; He was moving through me on the bus. Continue reading
Beauty that Waits
Waiting on God is sometimes easy and sometimes hard. Without even realizing it, God revealed that there’s an area in my life, where I’m waiting on Him but with some difficulty.
…a husband, but it’s not what you may be thinking. Continue reading
Worship Flags and Infinity Scarfs 