it’s so tempting to look back
missing what’s right
in front of you
remembering what was wrong
behind you
looking back
instead of forward Continue reading
the past
Laura’s Lanes
The other day, I was coming from Santee and knew the freeways were jammed, so I decided to take the streets, and, in doing so, passed by some memory lanes.
You know, some people suggest to never visit your past, but I tell you what: I’ve found victory in it.
As I was going down a road in El Cajon, I drove by a storage place. My friend and her boyfriend used to live in one of the spaces. I remembered it well: it’s where we used drugs, bought drugs, etc. That was back in my dancing days.
This is where people may say, “That’s not you. You’re a new creation. Don’t even mention it!” I disagree. Continue reading
Sinful Nature
Why hide from something that’s dead to me?
“Old Towns”
I remember a place I used to visit
called “Desperation”
where I’d buy gifts for men
hoping they’d want me Continue reading
“Present Hope”
we’re all unique
with our eyes
our looks
our smiles
our laughs
but more than that Continue reading
“Stuck”
bound to the past
denying the present
refusing the future
but wanting help
“Shining Light in the Past”

looking back and realizing
He was there
looking back and seeing
His hand in my life
not out to destroy me
not out to condemn me
God was there Continue reading