I love my kids dearly and love to talk about how our relationships have healed and grown, but this morning, I want to talk about the few who didn’t make it.
When I was in high school, I got pregnant. If I remember correctly, I was seventeen. I won’t give too many details about this time of my life because it was heartbreaking, and I still haven’t figured out how to write about family without offending family. I know, I know…I need to get over that, but until I do, I’ll leave what was going on in my life out. I’ll just tell you a few things.
I was living with my sisters.
I was in my senior year.
I was sleeping with (at least) two different people.
Needless to say, the possible fathers didn’t want the baby. I was going to school and working to pay the rent. And on top of all that, I had been throwing up about seven times a day. It was too much for me, so I decided to have an abortion. Continue reading
Ever since the porn convention last weekend in Los Angeles, I KNEW writings would pour out of my heart at different times. One of those times was yesterday, but as I was talking about it with Lee through tears, I was unable to express my heart through writing, until now. Continue reading
is wonder lost
in a phone Continue reading
some people have their minds
on how life should go Continue reading
I’m glad the love of “coffee” isn’t the root of all evil.
what about that ‘Christian’ who can’t stop having sex
what about the one who can’t stop drinking
what about the one who speaks death instead of life but really wants life Continue reading
look into Your eyes
I see freedom Continue reading
a heart that doesn’t know God
doesn’t know God
a heart that feels unloved
feels unloved Continue reading
there are many things I wonder
things that remain to be unseen
never losing sight of who I am and called to be
friends come and go
seasons take their course
lives take their different paths
does freedom remain the same Continue reading