Ever since the porn convention last weekend in Los Angeles, I KNEW writings would pour out of my heart at different times. One of those times was yesterday, but as I was talking about it with Lee through tears, I was unable to express my heart through writing, until now. Continue reading
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“Bulldozer”
if they only knew
the road ahead
maybe
they’d think twice
if they only knew
the obstacles waiting
they’d exercise more
spiritually
the road I’ve traveled
involved
removing debris
to make a way
but maybe that’s just it
pioneering
through it all
so others can walk
I have so much freedom
to teach
and so many readers
who listen
I can’t imagine
what the spoken words
will do
guess we’ll find out
in Texas
Sowing Seeds at the Porn Convention
How do you put into words what went on at the porn convention? You can’t. How do you understand through a picture? You can’t, so if you really want to know about this weekend, ask God to explain what you read and see.
Through each one of us on the team, so much went on, but to explain it’d be a challenge because, sometimes, it’s hard to put the heart into words, but from time to time, I’ll attempt to show you parts of mine. Continue reading
The Sound of Music
Over the weekend, some friends of mine and I went to the porn convention in Los Angeles to love on people. Many of you know how I used to be in the adult entertainment industry. Now, I go back in the dark as a light, in case anyone wants to see. My writings (some I’ve already posted) will be reflecting this convention.
What we thought was going to be a small convention “grew” in size. The hall IS smaller, but the audience is many. Continue reading
“Soul on a String”
sadness rises in my heart
as I watch them
watch them
driven by darkness
forced to look
not knowing they’re forced
craze in their eyes
HAVING to have more
yet never satisfied
porn lures you in
and leaves you hanging
thinking of what more to say
to GET the girl
what more to do
to lure her in
a game of cat and mouse
one always on the move
one always chasing
watching what “literally”
USED to turn me on
having no effect
a freedom
not only lived
but given away
I wonder who’ll want it
today
“Building Walls”
go with me
if you dare
at the porn convention
people stand outside
with a message
they hold signs
letting you know what’s in store for you
they use bullhorns
telling you ‘how it is’
they’re “boycotting”
whether you stand outside
whether you hold a sign
whether you speak through a bullhorn
your message is still the same
Oh, By the Way
Yesterday, Janel and I met with our Outreach Director from the Rock about JC’s Girls. We talked about the transition of me stepping down and Janel stepping up, and we also talked about the funds needed for the upcoming porn convention outreach. Continue reading
“Opened or Closed”
I understand
showing up for the “one”
but how long does one
show up for none? Continue reading
Digging up the Past
Easter: a time to reflect on Jesus and what He’s done, yet for me, every day’s like that, but yesterday morning was a bit overwhelming. Continue reading
Worship Flags and Infinity Scarfs 