Yesterday, I met my spirit animal.
This isn’t a post to explain what that means because I don’t fully understand myself. All I know is what I experienced.
Last night, I was guided through a meditation, and in my vision, a wolf came to me, meaning my spirit animal is a wolf, but the meaning of the vision was what reallly floored me, but before I tell you about the vision, let me tell you what I entered in with. Continue reading
This is a line from “The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe,” and some will know why it stood out to me.
“The whole castle stood empty with every door and window open and the light and the sweet spring air flooding in to all the dark and evil places which needed them so badly.”
a mother makes a way
for her kids to follow
even a path
for others to walk on
watchful
peaceful
aware of her surroundings
ready to protect
from those who harm
full of love
and understanding
wanting to need
and needing to want
the one who is single
is too much for many
but the one who is single
will provide
all the love that is needed
all the hope that is wanted
all the joy from the bond
of a mother and child
Last night, I shared my experience, strength, and hope with a bunch of people in recovery and had the most amazing time doing it, and before I went to bed, I wanted to write about it SO badly, but nothing flowed, so we’ll see what happens this morning. Continue reading
there’s a difference between
wanting to die
and
not wanting to live
I know
because I was there yesterday
oh how I want to write about it
but there’s an element of hiding
that can’t be seen
it’s not that I’m isolating
FROM any one
it’s that I’m isolating TO
the only One Who can help
but this process NEEDS
to be written
it just may need to be
the old-fashioned way
if Jesus came back
would I be ready?
the answer’s “no”
I’m not living
the emotional freedom
that’s His reward
for dying on the cross
THAT’s where I’m determined to get
once again
whether I’m married
in Texas
apart from my children
etc
my path leads to THERE
no one can make me walk
no one can say ‘the right thing’
I have to believe
and live
and get there once again
then
and only then
will I be home
wherever I’m at
Today, I’m going to hide-out on my website. If you know me, you know what that means. In reality, it doesn’t make sense to hide out where the world can see you, but to me, it makes perfect sense, so here we go. Continue reading
if they only knew
the road ahead
maybe
they’d think twice
if they only knew
the obstacles waiting
they’d exercise more
spiritually
the road I’ve traveled
involved
removing debris
to make a way
but maybe that’s just it
pioneering
through it all
so others can walk
I have so much freedom
to teach
and so many readers
who listen
I can’t imagine
what the spoken words
will do
guess we’ll find out
in Texas
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