For the past week or so, I’ve been “mia” because I drove my son back to San Diego to live with his dad. From Harlingen, TX to San Diego, CA was a long drive, but driving back without him was even longer.
Soon, I’ll catch up on my blog, but for now, just know I’m “okay.” Not great. Not fantastical. Just okay.
Okay, so, I like words and definitions, and almost every day, I look up at least one word, and when I find out the meaning, a deeper revelation comes about what I’d been searching. Well, tonight, I looked up the word “family” and began to cry.
family:: a group consisting of parents and children living together in a household.
If you know me and know what I’m going through, you’ll know why I cried. [We leave in the morning.]
If you don’t know what I’m going through, don’t worry about it because there’s too much to explain.
when I close my eyes
beauty comes easy
from God’s heart through
mine
but when I open my eyes
I see my son leaving
and part of that beauty
fades
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