“Damn! It Feels So Good To Write!”

isolating
from
my thoughts
leads
to desolation

so
my marriage is suffocating
my kids are split up
my passion feels empty
and my dreams seem made up

So What!

I should still
be able to write
and dance
to the rhythm of hope

my creativity
CAN’T be gone
motivation should still
be in reach

blindfolded
I’m not sure
of the direction
I should go
but if
I just lean on Him
I’ll make it for sure

“Lifting Above”

recently
someone asked me
if I write anything happy
well
I write what I feel
so no

I can’t explain
this daily torment
losing my dreams
my motivation
my life

day after day
living
day after day
dying
but not TO myself
but IN myself

I’ve been healed of
depression
but depressing thoughts
still come

overwhelming

at times I have hope
but sometime later
it melts away

so many opinions
so much advice
so much division

I get confused

is it worth it
do I want it
is it…my choice

only time will tell
so it better start talking!