the battle’s been won
the victory’s mine
realizing
the past died on the cross
being abused died on the cross
addiction died on the cross
realizing
my reflection is brand new
my heart’s been made perfect by Him
my beauty’s released through my heart
realizing
the dance isn’t dirty
the family resemblance is of Jesus
every promise is True
the battle’s been won
the victory’s mine
the new me lives
with a reflection of beauty
so
I just saw a video of me flagging
and don’t see what you see
[sigh]
I saw
fat arms
flat hair
myself
and didn’t see much beauty
[sigh]
still growing
still believing
wanting to see what you see
all the time
“You are beautiful:” those are the words I heard over and over again last night. As I was flagging at Straight Up Worship, Krissi came up and told me how beautiful I was. She just kept saying, “You are beautiful” and wasn’t quite sure why those were the only words she could say. I began to cry and told her, “Because those are the words I need to hear the most,” and God knew that, and even with all those words of beauty spoken over me, this morning, I saw myself as ugly.
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a ring
a gown
a posture of freedom
when you look at me
you might see Moses
leading others to freedom
when you look at me
you might see Rahab Continue reading
Last night, I grabbed some friends and went to “Straight Up Praise” at the Rock Church in Point Loma, and WOW, was it AMAZING!! I had never been there before and didn’t know what to expect, and the moment I walked in, I knew something was different. Continue reading
Worship Flags and Infinity Scarfs 