I’m not like anyone else
and there are moments when that’s great
and there are other moments
I wish I always saw through God’s eyes
always saw the heart
just the heart
I worship the way I worship
I dance the way I dance
sometimes drool when I sleep
I’m just me
and when I walk in my shoes
Every once in awhile, I experience a loneliness that HAS to be felt, and last night was one of those nights.
When it’s time to dye flags, the whole process is pretty taxing physically and spiritually, for me anyways, so by the end of the night, I was exhausted, and it’s at that moment of exhaustion when I find I miss a husband the most.
All I picture is sitting down and resting with him, whoever “that” is, but at the same time, I feel super close with God, so I’m never sure how to react, so I just react. Continue reading