control inside the house
independence
the lock on the door
hiding from the wind
keeping everything out
even Him
where was He all her life
why didn’t He help her
she’s been so self sufficient
why bother now
in her heart
she wants Him
but doesn’t trust
in His plan
what if He doesn’t provide
what if He does it wrong
what if there’s no fun
in loving Him
she hesitates
doesn’t move
in the right direction
or the wrong
paralyzed by His love
not know what to do
so she waits to see
if He really knows
what He’s doing