could it be
the tears God’s collected
are poured out like reign
in blessings

I was drowning in them
on Saturday
tears anyway
and right away
blessings began

I know God hears my heart
knows my struggles
tests my faith

I’m not always sure
I’m following His call
but yesterday
I followed
what seemed to be
His voice

during
something happened
discouragement sat down
that thought of
being out of His will
occurred

and then
at the end
the very last sentence
Hope stood up

I may be learning
what it means
to press through