there’s a place I’m growing into
a place I’m not there yet
where serving the LORD
is above everything else

above wanting a husband

yesterday at the mall
we stopped at the restroom
upon walking out
I wished a man was waiting for me
to put his arms around me
and walk beside me

while serving the Lord
this feeling came about

it’s embarrassing but true
honest but sad

His Word says to be single is better
so why I want worse
I don’t know

growing up in His heart
where serving Him
is above everything else

above wanting a husband

more to grow
less to want