when hell-freezes-over
where did that come from
because sometimes it feels
like hell freezes time

there are moments when
fear seems so tempting to believe
so much easier than faith
times when I’m paralyzed inside

a fear of not having rent
loosening my grip on hope
not wanting to shower
not wanting to move

I’ve noticed this pattern
this design from hell
but I began to own it
as if it were mine

doubting my calling
doubting my efforts
doubting my self
eyes on me

don’t worry
I’m not there now
I’m receiving His Love
letting faith arise

eyes on Him
believing I’ll make it
believing I’ve heard Him
believing His calling
and walking in it

faith frees the heart to move
with the motion of heaven